Since I Have Changed

It was last year....
in which I started to open my heart after long time ago...
I tried to change the way I think about this thing...

I also tried not to be afraid feel this way....
Suddenly, the feeling came into my heart even I couldn't predict it before...
for the first, I tried to avoid, cause I was still afraid to feel this...

and then I thought again, I should learn to be brave to feel this way...
"come on open your heart" I said to myself...
I opened it step by step...
honestly, it was hard for the first....

However, I tried as hard as I could....
I admit I needed time to remedies my heart...
I needed more than three months to make it sure the feeling I feel here...
The feeling I feel for the soul...
The soul I found there, the place I couldn't imagine before that I could come there and have been met by that soul....

Since I have changed, I'm not gonna be afraid to feel this way...
Even If I fall, I'll try to get up directly, cause I've learned and still learning about that....

"I'm not I used to be"

-Said to myself-

 

^ This is me, Ipit^